
An additional post afterwards.. I couldn't sleep, so I'm writing this.. Yeah.. I figure everyone knows the situation already.. Cutting right to the chase, I sincerely thank everyone who came to my early morning stream to comfort me. Honestly, it was incredibly painful, beyond what words can express. And lonely. I know I shouldn't say this, but it was tough because I kept having really bad thoughts. I knew I would get cursed at and mocked, but I turned on the stream anyway because... I just wished someone was nearby. I thought maybe if I just talked to someone, those thoughts wouldn't linger...? I genuinely thank those who came to comfort me again.
I had too many things I needed to protect. Which is why I really shouldn't have let things get this bad. I wanted to earn a lot of money, be dutiful to my parents (hyodo), and be a huge financial support for my family. My goals were just too big. Also, I wanted to marry the person I love, build a family, and live happily without any financial struggles. Plus, since my family wasn't well-off when I was young, I wanted to help those in need.
"The community isn't buying the emotional post, suggesting he's just putting on a performance. They suspect his massive referral income (레퍼럴) means he can afford to lose 14.8 billion and will be back for more clout in no time. Get back to being the funny clown, fam."
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